the week stalls here, leading to an extended weekend. I was lookin' fwd to tmr at first but not anymore.

I was just reporting to von about my daily emotional upheavels and boy, she says it's bad. hm, I'd rather feel than not, I guess. I cant and shant elaborate any further. talk is useless anw; it's not gonna change nothing for tmr.

(: CHEER ME UP! ...at the very least, we're friends?
oGay then. haha.
I dont know if that means waiting when I dont know what I'll be waiting for. hm. yeah yeah, moving on seems so logical but I cant kick the habit, aiight? scoffs.
aye, meanwhile, we'll just play pretend. sometimes, I feel like I'm just as dillusional as dawn is. HAHAHA! then again, maybe not.

I like spilling out here where no one really bothers how much I drone to emo-ness. perhaps the only person getting annoyed would be myself. haha. I hate feeling so horrid and then regretting in the morning! it's like a bloody hang-over.

oh NEW FLASH! I'm so addicted to 'Princess Hours'! ahahah... I'm actually following a korean drama since winter sonata. -.- hurr. anw I enjoy it cos it's damn lame.

right. better run before my neck snaps.
adieu.