today's been a dread. everything around me had been so awkward and I just dont know how to deal.

I'm going back to school tmr and I dont wanna expect the least possible outcome; namely 'cause I've missed out on quite abit and I havent been revising for the duration. nvrtheless, like what they say, "trust in our Father at all times, gen!", hence that's what I will do. (:

for all these while, I just wanna thank God for these people who had evidently reached out to offer me the emotional/moral encouragement that I direly needed:

henry:
handsome! thanks for hearing me out that faithful day when I was in a big ugly mess. where Spain awaits for us. (: love.

Von:
I was glad to have you over on friday, girl. saturday was a bliss hanging out as well. we'll do it again when my promos end, aiight? whatever that you may be going through, rmb that when God brings you to it, He'll bring you through it.

Aiks:
if you will ever ever happen to read this: like I've said it before, you're a very wonderful girl and thank you so much for the postcard and sms tonight.

MaryMary:
haha you might not know it but your words tonight gave me a good tug. thanks. work hard, mate!

JoshuaLEE DAYONG:
I'll prolly bring you to this post just to let you know that your msges are always the most perculiar ones that I'll ever receive! hahaha anyhow, thanks for the li'l injected humour in the sms (effort: 3/5? lol, kidding), for lending me your cool jacket and your sweet kindness in many little ways. (: cheers! now, back to MAAAAAATH!

Dawn:
ahh. have my reasons for putting you last (like, leaving the best for last? haha) right, your spastic sense is contagious. lol! for a start, I'm sorry I hadnt been there lately 'cause the immensity of stress really got on my nerves and health. like before, I wanna be with you, lovelay! so let's mug really hard to get promoted!
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ok, for all those who had been there in a way or another and had not received a personal note on my post tonight, fret not. you've definitely contriubuted to an integral part of my slow (but hopefully steady) recovery. I thank God for angels.

speakin' of which, let me share a miracle with you (reader):
if you refer to one of my previous posts, I had asked God for an angel but as said in the bible, 'women of little faith!' I didnt hold true to my prayer. but 2 days later, I received 2 letters out of the blue and it made me say, "ha! what's the occasion?" and aiks (if I'm not wrong) calmly replied, "cause God's sending His angels my dear,"

!!!

ok, now back to work.
Jesus, I will never let You go...