reader's discretion!
pls take your leave if you cant internalize reality's catastrophy.

'life isnt all ha ha hee hee' - could anyone further simplify? it's true. sometimes we get carried away with happiness, being caught in a moment of adrenaline rush makes us think that all the torments and toils are worth a jiffy. yet, we still choose to curb our dark emotions through trying times and earn an extra penny, ultimately for a priceless place in Heaven; someday.

I believe that no one can possibly understand the extent of desolation I experience at some point in everyday, but I'm glad that I have angels to walk with me. however, on a few occasions, God would take a stroll with me alone because in times like these, He knows that I need Him more than any angel can give. (:

and He had just spoken to me through me. :/ O! paradoxical statement. haha.

it's my mummy's birthday today but I havent got time to get a gift or even to spend it with her. truly, I've only realized how difficult it is - to be juggling both family and work at the same time. I hope she knows that I love her and even more than I ever have all these years. smth to aspire to be, is to acknowledge that quality time spent to build a relationship exceeds the desire of affording a better lifestyle in the future.

and You told me who I am.
I am Your's.