Friday, September 22, 2006
pardon me but I have difficulties explaining my current situation in complete sentences.
wednesdaydown and out.
thursdaythe fatigue continues.
there's a clear sign of disbelieve and unforgiveness but in fact, my absence isnt my excuse. frankly, medicine doesnt go too well with insomnia. I'm merely suicidal. perhaps choking up with sleeping pills could feel much less paralysing than a psychosomatic lumber.
God bless that bitch.I salute those who garners strength to pray for such a two-faced whore 'cause with all my might, I wanna see that wretched guise under my scalpel.
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I should go look for daddy today and I hope he isnt working.
Jesus, what would you do, if you'd walk a mile in my shoes?captured in a profound lost.
9:01 AM;