Monday, September 04, 2006
I'm not getting over you but I'm alright.it's good not to think abt anything at all - 'cause only time will tell. (:
yesterday wasnt exactly my day when [we] had our misunderstanding above all the other stuff that's been going on for weeks - stress, hurt, vexation and etc. but I'm proud to say that I've been brave and I've kept my head above waters uptil now.
*gives myself a pat on the back*TEEHEE! met up with joan and von for dinner/coffee/tea at gardens. I concur that the manager liked my sweater. haha! yayness. anw I teared countless times at the mention of certain issues. sigh, I think I need HEALING. which explains why I'm looking fwd to tonight's SJS rally.
I had a heart-to-heart chat with aggie last night and indeed! God IS watching over us. during session yesterday, Carol invited us to define love in our own way and I wrote, "giving unconditionally". and when it was time to make peace last night, I knew that I was gonna forgive despite the anger and disappointment that I was experiencing. ha. also, when aggs reminded that we've been through greater and more perplexing misunderstandings before, I couldnt recall any! AHHH! am truly living up to forgiving and
forgetting. with all my heart.
I can only be so happy -To be blessed with angel wings on my back.I'm still in awe with shawn's change! omg. I cant express how proud I am to witness. even more so, I believe that in His time, more will return to the Heart of Worship. (: praying Especially (note the capital 'E') for joan and von as well. hehe.
OH YES! I was late for math lect today... hur. I was suppose to be in LT3 by 9am but I overslept till 9.45am! ha. so much for being ambitious, wanting to wake up at 5 to do maclaurin's series. dreaming I. lol.
now, I'm gonna complete alil work before heading to church this evening. have a woofing good day, everyone! (:
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