SALT session was alil different today; and it has been like this for awhile. I'm missing the presence of some people who used to make my week all better with a grin on sunday. perhaps as we journey on in life, alot of other things become more essential and necessary than God and we pray daily to deceive ourselves that we are still dedicated to Him yet we keep telling ourselves, 'now, is not the time'. then when? will we ever be freed from our roles and responsibilities? I dont think so. not for me at least. I'm not extremely hardworking which explains my disgusting grades though it's not like I dont care... it's a matter of days before my nerves wreck when I come to think of it. some of us are no different from strangers and I miss being friends with you, knowing that someone's there who is not too busy to listen.

ah then again, who am I to tell you all what's the right thing to do? give me one day in your shoes and I'll probably react similarly. reckon that.

I wanna be a supportive friend -
to wish you the best in everything you do
and still stick around when the sky falls on you.
just so you know,
sometime in the near future I may need you too.

so far away from home everythings such a daze
no i don't want to go it hurts to drive away
in the rearview mirror i can see the breaklights hit your face
as your waving me goodbye

one good thing about the road
is that it opens up your eyes
it will make you miss your home
and everything that's right
in your heart will be as clear
as the north carolina days
spent realizing who you are

(: feelin' better alrdy.