Dear God, take this life away.
I'm so tired of failing and trying again. is it any wonder if one begins to speculate if success is real or just a whimsy the society believes, in association with affluence. HM. I cant see the light to my future that mum deems so bright. dissimilarly, I'm enslaved by the Callous education dogma which fabricates itself to be the guiding force to greater heights. but has anyone thought abt this:

at what cost will it bring us to a lifetime of bliss if we embark on a paper chase? will our materialistic desires ever satisfy? if so, what abt now? dont we have sufficient needs to survive?
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the GP paper was good today. I do not have the guts to think I'd score but I hope I'll pass alil less miserably this time. as for math, only time will prove my credibility in the subject. motivational deliberation: if George can do it, so can I! haha. no offence, I'm only trying show that I'm not any less capable. hahaha. last but not least, the econs class test slapped me hard again, I need to get started, seriously. and I'll need alil help from aiks.

that's all folks! I've caught Mr F. Tan's bug. lol. goodnight.