Tuesday, June 13, 2006


dear Jesus,
I hate to admit that I'm selfish, but I am. help me to love unconditionally just like You've taught us, guide and guard me in whatever I do. Amen.

I hurt, and you dont have to know.

there are a million reasons why I should go on a HIATUS apart from private reasons. I've gotta mug reeally hard for the up and cmg block test anw.
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reflections
I cant help getting emotional and irrational at this and I cant think of any better explaination than:
sometimes the 'love' we define, aint the right kind for us.
true love musnt be selfish (as scripted in Corinthians, haha) hence why I should not. I've got no one to blame for this, but I must learn to love again.
I hurt.
I hurt.
I hurt.
I hurt, so much.
I hurt, very much.
I am dead.

11:58 PM;

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