reading back on last week's posts, gosh, I feel so stupid for feeling all that crap! seriously! thank God I'm sane again. haha! really, I dont know what's the effin' problem with me on weekdays. then again, it's most prolly school that made me sick. pffft.

sometimes, I dont wanna express how I'm sufferin' because it'll only aggrevate my mood and make life so much harder to live. why cant I be left to deal without further prosecution? I know you're trying to help but seriously, no one can comprehend the situation better than I do, so just lay off alright? the last thing I need is somebody to curse and swear my heart out ('cause my heart's alrdy charred to dust). instead, I need a friend who would make me smile even though my world's crashin' down.

you say you hate me but you dont even know me.