Wednesday, June 22, 2005
well, genuinely I dont think I'll ever be able to resign myself to take her* in. now I only wish I could try but would I be attempting to lose what I have? every girl defends her chattels... prolly for security, maybe not. nonetheless we're mammals and intuition has been instilled the day we're created. I wont say that they are always right 'cause I believe there's always room for accomodations and forgiveness. yet, my heart trepidates to meet the unknown enemy.
who am I struggling with? is it myself or her*?
I dont even know whyy I cant ask God to empower me with acceptance to what I cant alter...
I just love abhorrencing her*.
to those whom I love dearly (you know who you are), pls pardon my egocentric nature. ... little miss gen.
2:16 PM;
