traces of depression are written all over my face on this day...

dont speak. dont question. just listen.

I do not require you to practice what I preach or agree with me but just to hear what I have to say. there is alot more than school and materials that evolves around me, it is about who I have become too. pls do not assume who I am (presently), as whom I was years behind.

expression of gratitudes:
jen darling, you've made a difference by just showing your support cos it was (and still is) the root of the issue. I love you too! huggs.

dad omgawwsh. if it wasnt for you who stood by me, with me and for me, I couldve crash into a passing vehicle. haha, nawwh. back to the subject, a million and trillion thank yous for:
1) racing to my rescue (muaha)
2) listening to my cries
3) wiping my tears away
4) reminding me that God knows
5) and recurring my inner strength
for all that, you've alrdy made yourself my 110% friend indeed. ((:


"Dammit" by Blink182
It's all right to tell me
What you think about me
I won't try to argue
Or hold it against you
I know that you're leaving
You must have your reasons
The season is calling
And your pictures
Are falling down

The steps that I retrace
The sad look on your face
The timing and structure
Did you hear he fucked her?
A day late
A buck short
I'm writing the report
On losing and failing
When I moveI'm flailing now

And it's happened once again
I'll turn to a friend
Someone that understands
Sees through the master plan
But everybody's gone
And I've been here for too long
To face this on my own
Well I guess this is growing up

Well I guess this is growing up

And maybe I'll see you
At a movie sneak preview
You'll show up and walk by
On the arm of that guy
And I'll smile and you'll wave
We'll pretend it's okay
The charade it won't last
When he's goneI won't come back

And it'll happen once again
You'll turn to a friend
Someone that understands
And sees through the master plan
But everybody's gone
And you've been there for too long
To face this on your own
Well I guess this is growing up

Well, I guess this is growing up (x4)
Well, I guess this is growing up
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WARNING!: the above is nth like what I'm phasing. ((: ah well. maybe just the chorus. bleahh.