pft: 5 batteries

does anybody know who Mr E is? gawwsh. he was one of the testers at the standing broad-jump station whom also happened to invigilate me, is a total 92+92! he resembles frankenstein but speaks like a robot. guess what was the first thing he said to us? ... "COME CLOSER." omg. the more we didnt wanna budge. whyy cant teachers smile? is it an ego problem or do they not have cheek muscles? sheesh. and AO didnt want to smile at me. gawwsh! that was soo apparent, pls. oh well, it's ok cos I obhor her so much that I wanna run a dagger into her face a 1000 times! it's the people like her who makes my last lap of my secondary school life soo difficult to get by. can this be any more challenging? it feels like I'm sending myself off to hell every morning when I close the house door behind me.

of cos, not being a pessimist, I would try so hard to find reasons to laugh and smile even though I can hear my inner voice screaming so loudly - almost deafening me from hearing my conscience. urgh. life's just soo painful to live in hell. I'm gonna work hard, so I can stay away forever.