foul mood.

as of late, anything trivial triggers the raging animosity that I've been suppressing for a long time. to all those who came seeking for a listening ear, but almost turned down with a nonchalent reply, pls forgive me for I too have personal issues yet to be resolved.

everyday is a battle within myself - to do what is right or wrong. and sometimes, the wrong seem so right even though it is not. I even wonder if I need to see a psychiatrist. thank you joyful souls - it's really made life easier to bear. laughter is a gift of happiness that even the most unfortunate (not that I am) possess. what I mean is, anyone CAN be gleeful even at the roughest times.

I wont nick name her, even though she made me a dawg today. I know she enjoyed clowning me but I shall not defend myself. I am so tired of bitching and if I do, I'd be no different from her. now, it only gets increasingly difficult to forgive.

love me God.