what is this that you're putting me through?

you nvr have the time to spare to do a favour, do you? even if you dont, I will understand if you'd given me a valid reason, my dear. I've nvr expected you to do anything for me if you dont want to, I nvr will. what the hell made you think that by rejecting my plea will cost you anything anw? I know you're sorry for deceiving me over and over again, that's why you try to make it up to me - I gather? argh. it has nvr crossed my mind that you'll ever do this to me. dont ask me what. you're the one who caused this. I'm not fooled, you know? you'd always break my heart and then apologise! why. arent you ashamed of yourself?

dont ever do it again, cos everytime you do, I'm awefully pained and disgusted.

I hope you confess your sin.

I dont know what is on my mind each time I flare up at anyone, but I am aware of how bashful it is to have a temperament soo unpredictable and overwhelming. it overpowers and wipes out every deed that my victim could've done for me before whatever that triggered the anger inside. this is a disease.